Thursday, March 31, 2005

calcumulo

WE GOT NEW FURNIATURE!!!!!!!!
woo hooo! we got a couch and a loveseat and chair, and they are sooo pretty. they smell good and they are dark brown and leather and mmmmmmm...... i slept on the couch last night, and that wasnt so comphy......... but they smell good, and are kinda just unorganizedly put in our living room....
yeah, so i am at school, in career ed, and we arent doing anything so i can blog. mwahahahaha....... yeah, so i have to work tonight, and i cant go online at all because i have a calculus assignment to have turned in tomorrow and tis really hard and far behind....... blegh...... talk to people after school.....

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

various movie quotes

HELLBOY
~ [Hellboy grabs Sammael's tongue] Hellboy: Second date, no tongue!
~ Abe Sapien: If there's trouble, all us freaks have is each other.
~ John Myers: What makes a man a man? A friend of mine once asked. It's the choices he makes. Not how he starts things, but how he finishes them.
~ John Myers: My uncle used to say that we like people for their qualities but we love them for their defects.
ROMEO + JULIET
~Juliet: Goodnight, goodnight! Parting is such sweet sorrow that I shall say goodnight till it be morrow
SOME BATMAN THING
~Joker: There's no difference between me and everyone else. All it takes is one bad day to reduce the sanest man to lunacy. That's how far the world is from where I am. Just one bad day.
~Batman: You're insane. Joker: Has it really taken you this long to notice?
PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN
~Pirate: I'm gonna teach you the meaning of pain! Elizabeth Swann: You like pain? [hits pirate in the head with a pole] Elizabeth Swann: Try wearing a corset.
~Jack Sparrow: Me? I'm dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest... Honestly. It's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly...stupid.
WHAT A GIRL WANTS
~Libby Reynolds: I love you a million Swedish Fish. Daphne Reynolds: I love you a million red M&M's.
MISS CONGENIALITY
~Gracie Hart: I am in a dress, I have gel in my hair, I haven't slept all night, I'm starved, AND I'm armed! Don't MESS with me!
~Gracie Hart: You think I'm gorgeous, you want to kiss me...You want to hug me...You want to love me...You want to hug me...You want to smooch me...You want to...

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Monday, March 28, 2005

Zjam

from today's zjam Biblestudy

Guilty or not Guilty?

1 John 1:5-10 "This is the message we have heard from Him and declare to you: God is light; in Him there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with Him yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live by the truth. But if we walk in the light, as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, His Son, purifies us from all sin. If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. If we claim we have not sinned, we make Him out to be a liar and His word has no place in our lives."
How many times is it in our lives that we commit sin? All I can say of myself is that I’ve lost count, the things that I’ve said the things that I’ve done, that are not worthy or pleasing to God. Yet at the same time when in bondage to sin we feel as if we are separated from God, literally experiencing hell on earth when we are in bondage to sin. Yet when it seems that we have gotten out of it, we fall again and feel just as bad as before. Why is that? The reason for that is the guilt that Satan puts on us; to get us to fall back into the sin we were in. Condemnation is the feelings you feel after you commit that sin. These are lies from Satan You see the guilt that you feel is not of God; it even says so in His Word. (Romans 8:1 “ Therefore there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus”) God convicts you of your sin and doesn’t beat you down about it but asks you to repent of them. Verse nine tells us, “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness” You see God’s forgiveness is eternal He forgives you and loves you. He loves you, but hates the sin in your life, Remember two completely different things.
So the next time Satan comes back and brings up those past sins you can tell him to leave because you have authority and power in Jesus Christ. You have authority in Jesus Christ and you were already taken, your price of death has been paid in blood, the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ. God paid the ultimate price for you, which means that God doesn’t want you to be sitting in guilt. If you are sincere in asking for forgiveness your sins are wiped clean, so there is no reason to bring them back up when you are clean.
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this is a big issue with some friends i have. people hate them, fellow Christians hate them and say they are going to Hell and God hates them. These people like to forget that God loves everyone no matter what, and no one can say whether a person is going to Hell or not. Anyone who sins is going to Hell, so everyone starts off going that way. And even people who are going to Heaven sin, but that sin that they do doesnt mean that they automatically "loose their salvation" and burn in Hell. sheesh. So you cant judge if a person is going to Hell or not by their actions. You've had bad days too. You have your pet sins, just like everyone else does. I have mine too. Doesnt mean i'm going to hell.
hell hell hell hell hell

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

Today, I went to iceskating practice and skated for an hour and a half. It was great. Then I was in a happy mood so I decided to go to this bookstore that I havent been to in a while. It is downtown, which requires you feed the ever-hungry meter. So I got my quarter out and then proceeded to walk to the store. HahA, realizing my failure, I went back and plugged the meter. Then I saunter over to the store, only to read the "sorry, we're closed" sign. DRAT! I sulk back to the car, and then decide, "Hey, I'm downtown, lets see if anything else interesting is open!" So then I look down the street and... *super hero music*......... I see a store I kinda like. It says "CLOSING SALE!!" *YeS!!!* So I trot over, only to read the sign and find out they dont open till noon...............its only 9:45. DANG! FOILED AGAIN!!! So I went home.
Watched Lizzie Maguire and Phil of The Future.did ma chores. Mom resuced my friend's dart gun dart from a vent in the living room and found a dead mouse...... a long time dead mouse........... blegh.Downloaded screensavers, talked to warluck, ate peanutbutter&jelly, started to go through my graduation anouncements. I spent around an hour or so figuring out what size and style font I wanted to use. Which reminds me, I installed some really pretty fonts earlier. Ones like "Fairytale" and "Brooklyn Kid" and "Blood of Dracula." ANYWAY.......... Then I was going to go shoppaming, but my mom didnt want to go. So I called the one girlfriend of the three I have that didnt work tonight, to find out she does work tonight. :P so I got *conned* into going to a suprise bday party at 7:30, and a friend from NJ is in town, so..........
i went to go shoppaming. with my mom. yeah. So we went to office dee-pot, and got some graphamapaper. then we went to the mall to see if the Dance Shop was there, and it wasnt. so we went to another place, and it was closed. then we went to this other store, and they were having a closing 75%off sale. NOTHING FIT! meh. One thing did. but I couldnt get it, because I didnt bring any money, and mom wouldnt get it for me. I was looking for a black leotard for the IceShow on April 29, but none fit right. The thing I liked was pleather-ish, and skin tight, but then again, what in a dance shop isnt? It had a skirt, so cool. Eh, oh well. Maybe I can go back on Monday, if they're still open. Then we went to Kinko's and got some cardstock for my anouncements, and the guy was cute but clueless. He had no clue what we were asking for.
So now I am home, and I got the gatorade that i wanted. Its in the cool fingergrip bottle, and when i was drinking, and there wasnt much left, i looked down at it, and it looked like a blue Spiderman abdomen, with really ripped abs. haha, so anyway........... touch base later..... when I get home maybe
all in all it has been a pretty good day

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"Audience of One." it is by Big Daddy Weave. the chorus goes as follows:

To my Audience of One
You are Father and You are Son
When Your Spirit flows free
Let it find within me

A heart that beats to praise You
And just to know You Lord
Has become my great reward
Let Your kingdom come

Your will be done

I only desire to be Yours Lord

I never noticed the "reward" part before. its interesting. "Just to know You Lord has become my great reward." My greatest thing i can ever get is just to know my God, the Creator of the universe, the Lover of my soul, my Comforter, my Counselor, my Secret-Keeper, my Daddy, the only One who loves me no matter what i do, the One who loved me enough to die in my place instead of Himself. Do you know how awesome that feels to have someone love you that much? no human love can ever match that.

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arg thats meh-shmeh-bah-flardfenschteuben.
haha i made a new word.............flardfenschteuben

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do you have no motivation or are you just all talk no actual "lack-of-motivation" problem? to be honest, i dont really have a motivation for anything, i just do it anyway..... well, most things. some i dont, like contact people i should contact, or motivate myself to do certain things having to do with a certain God that i supposedly love but i feel as though i dont do much for.........

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

^_^

in keeping with my new trend of testy-thingys, here's yet another

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I purposely hurt myself:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Have you ever.........

Have you ever.....
( ) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
(x) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) swore at your parents
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(x) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
(x-- when i was very young) flashed someone
(x) saw a therapist
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
(x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
( ) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a close friend die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been skiing/snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
(x) Ever liked someone 2 or more years younger than you
(x) have been camping
(x) have had a crush on your best friend but they don't see you that way.
( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) fired a gun
(x) purposely hurt yourself
( ) taken painkillers
(x) Jumped a car/truck
( ) Watched a train hit a truck/car on the tracks
( ) Jumped a dirtbike/quad
( ) Ran away from the cops
( ) been cliff jumping
( ) street raced your car
(x) sung karaoke
( ) been without a shower for more than 2 weeks?
( ) fallen asleep at work
(x) gone swimming with all your clothes on

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Monday, March 21, 2005

Interesting things found whilst studying Colossians for escuela

"A Christian always moves in two spheres. He is in a certain place in this world; but he is also in Christ. He lives in two demensions. He lives in this world whose duties he does not treat lightly; but above and beyond that he lives in Christ. In this world he may move from place to place; but wherever he is, he is in Christ. That is why outward experiences make little difference to the Christian; his peace and his joy are not dependant on them. That is why he will do any job with all his heart. It may be menial, unpleasant, painful; it may be far less distinguished than he might expect to have; its rewards may be small and its praise non-existant; nevertheless the Christian will do it diligently, uncomplainingly and cheerfully, for he is in Christ and does all things as to the Lord." --William Barclay, in "The letters to the Philippians, Colossians, and Thesalonians" in the Colossians section

"The way of love may seem to many to be the way of a fool."

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Personality Disorder Test results

Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid 34%
Schizoid 42%
Schizotypal 58%
Antisocial 46%
Borderline 38%
Histrionic 42%
Narcissistic 42%
Avoidant 26%
Dependent 58%
Obsessive-Compulsive 54%

Disorder Info
Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal
Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.
Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.

Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic
Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.

Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive
Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.
Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.
Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.
http://similarminds.com/personality_disorder.html

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

Lines from "The Notebook"

(excuse me for not sensoring this. i may go back and sensor it later, if it offends people that i have this quote here.......)

Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Young Allie: So what?
Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.
Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?
Young Allie: It's not that simple.
Young Noah: What... do... you... want? Whaddaya want?
Young Allie: I have to go now.
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Young Allie: When I'm with Noah I feel like one person and when I'm with you I feel like a separate person.
Lon: Allie, it's normal not to forget your first love but I want you for myself. I don't want to convince my fiancée that she should be with me
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Young Noah: It's not about keeping your promises, it's about following your heart.

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