Sunday, December 05, 2004

To you, o confusing one.

This is written to a friend of mine. I wanted to send it to him in an email, but I can't bring myself to do it. He already doesnt talk to me and I don't want to make it worse than it already is.

I see you in the halls every day, have classes with you, and eat lunch with you. Our friends are the same. And yet something has happened that has made us seperate. I don't know what it is, or why it happened. I have murdered it in my thoughts, trying to figure out why. Of course, I havent asked you yet. I can't seem to approach you about anything. I used to be able to talk to you about everything. You would talk to me too. Now you are cold to me. Something is wrong, and don't say there isn't, or try to hide it, because all your friends have noticed. And you know what? We wouldnt judge you. We want to be there for you and help you.

I love you lots and still do. You are still one of my friends, I just see it that you are having issues with things, and are taking it out on those you know.

I want you know that I am praying for you and am still your friend. I will wait for you. I have the rest of my life ahead of me, and waiting for you now isn't going to mess that up.

Olive Juice

as an update, not much has changed by 1-2-05, but i figured out he isn't mad at me. he just doesn't really want anything to do with me. which is ok. i dont mind that much.

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